I hate to embrace bugs or whatever... sobsob

Once you move to countryside, 1 thing you have to get used to having bugs being part of your life. For example, now its the spider season so things that you place outside your house like bicycles, plants will have tiny web around them. Every time you destroy it, 2 days later its here again. So annoying...

I realised every time when shota is working, i will definitely encounter 1 creepy bug, so far i killed  sprayed it to death were 3 houseflies, brown cricket, moth and wasp.  

Before you judge me, i am terrified of bugs, insects especially those flying types. I cannot live in peace with them in my house, if im outside i will stay away. If you don't mess with me, i will do the same. When im back in my old home, i always shut my windows at night. If unfortunately they still get in and my parents are already sleeping.... i will slowly, quietly grab my pillow n blanket, switch off the computer and exit my room and sleep in other available room with door shut.  

Here i can't do the same since i only have 1 bedroom lol so my method is spraying although my mum said i will poison myself one day instead. 

Just now, when i was collecting mail outside my house and spray pesticide outside my windows.. Suddenly a duck or at least it was a size of a duck burst out from my garden and started running away. Im like what the hell!! It made such a loud sound... so i continue walking towards it... Another heart attack! 3 - 4 more birds are bursting out and escaping away..... Wow i have no idea my garden bed become a gossiping hideout for them. Its was kinda of comical as some just walked really fast. Please no more heart attack for me, my heart can't take any more of it. Hey birds or ducks, you can hangout at my garden all you want but can you do it openly so i can see you and scared the shit out of me. I do appreciate that, thank you! The rest..... STAY AWAY!!